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October 20, 2013 by How We Flourish

Sunday Reflections: How I Experience God

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In previous weeks, I have mentioned being part of Christian organizations on my college campus. These are important to me, as they breed community, where people actually want to get to know you outside of the 1 hour meeting each week. For example, the org I’m currently in does dinner before and chatting for over an hour after our weekly talk.

However, I also mentioned feeling like an outsider and finding a lot of fake friends in an old org. Even in the current one, where I feel so welcome, I still struggle with feeling like an outsider. These people have been this one denomination of Christian their whole life, and they were raised in devout families. My family never went to church and I didn’t even believe in God until 4 years ago…

I just don’t know how these things work. I don’t know how to pray or sometimes even how to talk to these people. I love them, but even when we are open about our shortcomings and faith, I still feel like I’m so much worse at all of this than them.


But that’s okay. It’s okay that I don’t “feel the Lord’s presence” all the time. It’s okay that I don’t know how to pray. I’m growing and I’m finding my own way to experience not just God, but spirituality as a whole.

I will never forgot the first time I truly felt “there is something greater than this.” It was about 5-6 months after I first started to believe in a god. I was at the summer camp I went to from the ages of 14-16, but now I was 18 and a counselor. I will talk about this camp more in a couple weeks. It was during training week, so it was just counselors. Most of us were 18-20, and many of us had been friends as campers. Towards the end of the week, we were all gathered around a fire on “Main Campus.” It was night and the stars were beautiful, as one would expect up north. I was talking with friends and the 20-year-old red-head I was mildly obsessed with was playing guitar. We occasionally sang along with him. That night I was so overcome with this sense of peace and wonder. I can not describe it, but I was just so content in that moment. There was something there beyond us teenagers.

The second time was just a few months later during my first week at college. I was at a Cloud Cult concert. If you have never listened to Cloud Cult, do it. Now. Listen to their album “Light Chasers.” This album is basically entirely about the search for the meaning of life, and this is the album for which they were touring at the time. Before I found a higher power with nature, music, and friends. Now, I found it standing in a dark club with bass pounding into my chest as I listened to what is still some of the most beautiful music I know. I had new friends standing around me, but in this moment I was alone, just me and the band.

Sometimes I feel a surge of spirituality while singing a hymn or worship song, but in general I rarely feel anything in church or Bible study or while praying. I feel it in these sudden moments where I am truly living and feeling.

I do not seek out these moments enough.

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  1. Sheila says

    October 20, 2013 at 3:39 pm

    Hey girl! I can relate in that I fell into complete agnosticism for a good part of my 20’s until I came back to Catholicism.

    Here is what I can tell you from my experience. Religion is not always a feel good experience. I mean, look at Jesus’ life. Why would we live any different? In fact, God will often take away that feel good stuff to help you grow in pure blind faith. Hang in there, you will feel his presence again and when you do you will be like–thank you!

    I rather dig the mystical theology (sensing God) myself and believed too, initially, I always had to “feel” God. Then I started reading Teresa of Avila and Terese the Little Flower. Even if you are not Catholic, they are worth the read from a Christian perspective on this matter if you are interested.

    Hugs!

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    • Healthy People Healthy Planet says

      October 20, 2013 at 3:42 pm

      Thank you for your comment! I love hearing from other people on this topic!

      I actually am Catholic (going through RCIA right now!), but I didn’t want to broadcast that in my posts quite yet. I will definitely check out your suggestions.

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  2. Sheila says

    November 2, 2013 at 6:28 am

    Oh cool! I will be praying for you and let me know if you have any questions in your classes. I love to chat.

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